Dec 30, 2008

Nothing

My mind is empty. I have no thought to write about. Even as I write this sentence, I scan my mind for any thoughts I can write about. The second sentence had no meaning, neither did the third one. As I think about the first word of sixth sentence, I realize this is the fifth sentence. Or is this the 7th? I will not count. No, I will not. How many sentences have I written? No, I will not count. Obviously, what I think is not what I write. I scan my mind for something meaningful. I find nothing. I will stop writing. I shouldn't be writing without thinking. I can't think. What I think is not what I write. I will stop writing. Is there a point thinking? Is there a point writing? Should I stop? Even as I write the first word of this sentence, I scan my mind and find nothing. Should I stop scanning? Is there a point. What I think is not what I do. I will stop writing. I realize I have said this many times. This time I really mean it. What was I thinking when I wrote all this? I will stop thinking. I can't. I can stop writing. Yes, I really can. I will write two more sentences. Don't count this. Please don't count this one too. Start counting now. Did you count the previous one? Please don't. I will stop writing. What I think is not what I do. What I write is not what I do. I realize that. Are you counting? Please stop for a while. What was I thinking? Please count the previous line. Please don't count this. I finally stop writing. Did you read completely? Yes? No? It is okay. Are you reading this sentence? Yes? No? It is okay. Do you want to read the last sentence? Previous one was the last sentence. Yeah, the previous one. I stop writing. Did you read the last sentence? Yes? No? It is okay. I can't stop thinking. I can stop writing. Yeah, I can. I will stop. Previous one was the last sentence. Stop counting. I stop writing. Even after I said I stopped, I had to type a full stop. Yes, a full stop, like this one -> .

4 comments:

  1. sounds like a windows Vista search....

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  2. Kirannnn !! I'm going to name u Krazy Kiran !!! U r really gifted in this highly specialised field of creating nonsense whether thru speech or thru writing !! :D But this one was super man.. :)

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  3. Did i read this?no?think i did.but i did not count the lines.did i?I think so. no, i did not. oh!!i havent read this.no i didnot read.think i did. but it was good.good for what?Nothing :)

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  4. I have to come back to this normal world...
    you write such blogs!!!...:D

    super blog..something different..

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